April 30th
Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2008, 8:19 AM
Bring me your baggage. hatboxes cluttered with remorse. duffle bags bursting with self-destruction. promises. roll roll. stick. tug at the flowry prints. tug. lug. at the brown cracked leather clasped dissapointment. bring me your luggage. hand swear? unconditional positive regard. gulp. love? sorry. no. we don't go there. rattle clatter. roll the trollies weighed down to the brim. scan. let's x-ray the issues. roll roll. them on through. convey(er). this belt rolls on through. tug. let's weigh the issues. deep. whir what do you see? stamp them illegal. ugly duckling me. where do i belong?
"no where(?)" snicker. sob. nowhere.
bring me your handbags. your clutches. purse your lips. hug plastic close. clutch. grab. snag. clutches full of? whir. what do you see?
"no where(?)" snicker. smile. nowhere.
ugly duckling me. seek me i'll hide. jockcrock. crockpot. stew me stir me. pour me. into containers. label. me. an illegal substance. stimulant? depressant. press press. turn the cogs. cognitive de(velopment). unconditional positive regard. love? gulp. sorry no. not quite. self-actualize me? can you do that? bring me your packages tied tight with twine. knot knot twist. tangle. shake shake. clatter. lovingly wrapped hatred. post me your letters. sealed with dripping pressed resolve. stamp stamp. (on me?) depress me. where to?
"no where(?)" snicker. blank. nowhere.
i've gotten there have I?
treet me to your feelings. your (treat?). sound me. thump thump. board up. sip. more? potent gulp. plumbers helper. shove. chug. spill out the corners. escape my lips? board up. bring me your baggage.
- Listening to: keystrokes.
- Reading: poetry
- Drinking: coffee
Devious Comments
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The camera makes everyone a tourist in other people's reality, and eventually in one's own. Susan Sontag
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Paint the Truth.
have a gud one sam sam.
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Raoul Duke: [commenting on the song "One Toke Over the Line" playing on the radio] One toke? You poor fool! Wait till you see those goddamn bats.
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now. next thing,,,,,,get sum pics up!!!!!
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Raoul Duke: [commenting on the song "One Toke Over the Line" playing on the radio] One toke? You poor fool! Wait till you see those goddamn bats.
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